"...And all of the people with nothing to do, nothing to lose, and it's you and me, and all of the people and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you.." ~Lifehouse.
I don't know what I was doing last night, but all of a sudden my mind just blanked out for a moment, and I had this amazing need to write something. I just wrote what came to mind, and this is what came out:
This night is so black, I can barely see. But I can feel your presence, It’s almost suffocating me.
Even though I can’t see you I can feel your heart beat, Hear your breathing, Yet you’re still not close enough to me.
I need to feel you, So that I know that you’re there. This moment may never come again, It feels so rare.
So we go take a walk Though we can’t even see. But I trust you to lead us, To show the path to me.
We can talk about nothing, For hours on end. I want to tell you everything, Maybe my heart you could mend.
It’s been broken before, Believe it or not, by you. But now that I know, This feeling seems so new.
Now that you’re here, I need you to stay. I can’t be alone, Not even for one more day.
But now the path is ending, And the sun is rising, And we look at each other one last time; With you, my pain is finally easing.
I love it, it's now my second-favorite poem (my favorite is still the one in English I wrote (;) I like it, and I don't care what y'all think, I still love it. :)
Here is another one, one of the last ones I wrote:
I just can’t take it, But I can’t show you my fears. It doesn’t even matter anymore, I can’t stop these tears.
I’m too afraid, I can’t be alone. I need to talk to you, But I can’t pick up the phone.
You wouldn’t even answer, No matter how much I needed you. You shouldn’t care about me, But you might if you knew.
That there’s nothing I can do To help me go to sleep. You’re the reason I cry. I have fallen in too deep.
But in the end nothing matters, And when everything’s going wrong, The only thing that calms me anymore Is listening to your favorite song.
I love writing, mostly poetry. Just something about putting my feelings on a piece of paper just relaxes me. I can't go a week without writing at least one good poem, if I don't it feels as if I've wasted my whole week. I play the violin. The orchestra room at school is the only place where I feel relaxed, secure, and safe. I know, it's weird. :) Oh, and I hate writing 'about me' sections, I rarely know what to say.
"If you always do what you've always done, you'll always get what you have always gotten..."
"Excellence is not a singular act, but a habit. You are what you repeatedly do."
"Learn to count, Learn what counts..."
"Attitudes are contagious...Is yours worth catching?"
"Success starts with believing in yourself."
"Some days the dragon wins."
"It seemed like this day could go in so many directions, like a spider web shooting out towards endless possibilities. Whenever you made a choice, especially one you‘d been resisting, it always affected everything else, some in big ways, like a tremor beneath your feet, others in so tiny a shift you hardly noticed a change at all. But it was happening."
"And so the lamb fell in love with the lion." ♥ ♥ ♥